“I won’t give up”

“I won’t give up”

There is a song in my HD, that has only numbers as its filename. The song is quitely mellow with some meaningful lyric. I didn’t know who’s the guy that sang it. But I love his voice, and actually feel kinda familiar with his voice. So today, I tried to search some of its lyric, and I got his name and that song’s title. It’s Jason Mraz -I wont give up.

Aaa, so I read the lyric. Word by word. Mmm, and It made me remembered an incident happened a couple days ago. An incident which happened mostly because my hormones. -_-. It’s ridiculous, because, with my messy head, I almost made a decision that I might regret.

Just like the song says, its words reminded me about someone who doesnt walk away so easily from me, who has chosen to stay and made a difference that could be made. Someone who’s not giving up on me. Though I am such a troublesome girl. Foolishly, I just realized that I’ve already found the-wont-give-up-someone because of the incident.

Never mind about the incident’s detail, the point is, thanks to that foolish incident, it opened my eyes to something more important: if you find someone who sing the words like in “I wont give up” within his/her heart, you better treasure him/her, or you will regret it when they finally choose to give up.

Here are some parts of the lyric that’s really echoing in my heart:

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not, and who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up, still looking up.

You can find the song full lyric here.

P.s: Senpai, If you read my post by chance, I’d like to thank you for not giving up on us.:)


My Pray


“I will always pray for your happiness, even if your happiness means excluding me from your life, even if it means that I have to cry in silence alone, even from my grave, the only thing I keep wishing and praying sincerely is your happiness…”